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From: "Ir. Michael Hii" <michael@ykgi.com.my>
To: <ffcyouth@googlegroups.com>
Sent: Tuesday, June 17, 2008 10:07 AM
Subject: [FFCyouth.. 62] Re: WOULD YOU BE
ABLE TO ASSIST?
Dear Cindy,
Glad that you share your experience and feeling..
Uncle now on travelling and will look into your concerns in due course.
In the mean time, pray the rosary
everyday... remember Sunday when one of
the boys was lying on the floor for a long time? It was when everybody said
the rosary together that our Lady intervened and he recovered... He
struggled to the Crucifix, Kissed Jesus and held onto him...
We all need healing, God is all merciful.
COME HOLY SPIRIT.
Uncle Michael
17/6/08
-----Original Message-----
From: ffcyouth@googlegroups.com
[mailto:ffcyouth@googlegroups.com] On Behalf
Of CiNdY ChAi
Sent: Tuesday, June 17, 2008 12:11 AM
To: FFCyouth
Subject: [FFCyouth.. 61] Re: WOULD YOU BE ABLE TO ASSIST?
Uncle Michael and Uncle V,
I am very happy of having to attend the first LSS in my life. I am now
very happy, glad and light. All the talks that were given touched me
deeply although I can't remember some of them. Thanks to the speakers
for the LSS! ^^ I'll follow God and accept the plan He has for me. God
is LOVE.
During Inner Healing:
I was so burdened with all the things happening around me. And so, I
turned to God and unloaded all the burdens to Him. I cried so hard.
And then, it was my turn to light the candle. I lighted the candle and
held on to Jesus' feet on the cross and silently, praying. And, it was
then, I felt someone's hand was trying to push my right hand which was
placed at Jesus' feet away. My right hand was slipping slowly. And, it
continued. I was starting to get annoyed with the slipping of my hand
and then, I let go of the cross. Still kneeling, I prayed hard to God.
And as I was standing, I felt dizzy. Then, I was prayed over. I stil
felt the dizziness, I couldn't stand it. I gotta admit, I was a bit
pressurized at what I was seeing. People all fell one by one and
rested in the Spirit as they were prayed over. Partially, I fell over
cos of what I was seeing and partially was cos of the dizziness I had.
And now, as I recalled back, the moment I let go of the cross, I felt
like I fell into Devil's temptation. I felt like I lost my faith which
I really DID NOT want it to be like this. I wanted to open my door to
Jesus the moment He knocked the door of my heart. I LOVE GOD SO MUCH
and He is my Father. What should I do? I was very confused on what
happened during inner healing. Please advice.
During Baptism of Holy Spirit:
I felt very excited over it. Then, it was my turn to be prayed over. I
fell after a while, but I was in full conscious. Just like the inner
healing, because of the sight I was seeing, I fell. Nevertheless, I
stood up and told the uncle to pray over me again. I told him that I
want to rest in the Spirit. I remembered what Uncle V had told us,
girls after the inner healing. Uncle V said that he didn't fall when
he was prayed over (sometimes). This is cos he wanted to give his
fullest to the Holy Spirit, and not partially. That was what I told
the uncle. So, he prayed over me. The back of my body was hot and it
took quite some time for me to fall. Again, I was still aware of the
surroundings around me. I didn't rest in the Spirit. I wanted to see
Jesus, I wanted to be with Him. Then, it was the time to receive the
tongue. I did as I was told, to say Abba Alleluia quickly. Eventually,
I didn't receive the gift of the Holy Spirit - tongues though. When
the youths were asked to go on stage of being the youths of St. Peter,
I went up. I was so determined in serving Jesus. And I felt the urge
of wanting to form a youth ministry of St. Peter, just like the Emmaus
group. After all those, I was quite depressed at the sight of not
being able to rest in the Spirit. But, I was awakened by one of the
aunty's speech. Eventhough it didn't happen to me now, I'll shall pray
for it to happen on me one day. Pray for it every day. I LOVE JESUS
that I don't want to part from Him.
After LSS, I was completely a different. I tried my best not to hurt
God through sins. I constantly remind myself of Him and remembered on
what the aunties had taught me through all the talks they had prepared
just for the LSS participants. LSS had a great impact on me. I was
determined to change myself, trying my best not to sin. I did sin, and
I seek forgiveness from God. I was desparate to go to CONFESSION! I'll
wait, though. It's God's plan, after all. He didn't make everything to
happen by accident, but He make everything happen with purposes. I'm
not bragging about myself. I just LOVE God. After all, I'm GOD's CHILD
and HE'S MY FATHER. Please advice on me, Uncles. =) Thank you.
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